Some Bunk Shit

The buzz is already gone
what a waste of time,
money, respect and fun...
Dignity gone, that's fine.
I want my eyes to feel lazy
my head to feel all fuzzy
it feels so good...
but it makes me itch like crazy.
I even miss that a little
I think its just cause then I know I'm high
the shit I got was junk today
and it leaves me asking why...
Why do I even bother
even though my stomach isn't in knots
I don't feel like throwing up anymore
Guess I coulda just smoked a little pot.
That's not as fun though
maybe its the thrill and the chase...
the knowing I'm about to score
has my heart just racin.
But now I sit here staring
wishing it woulda been a better high.
Now I'm thinking of my next fix....
when I can take my little drive.
Pretty bad that when you know
you have to go see your p.o
You'll be in the area
where you can find it, you know?
So go score right after you drop
you know you got a couple weeks...
You'll be good, just hit it hard while you can
be so high you can hardly speak.
The shit I got is junk though
my head ache has arrived
but atleast I can say for just a moment...
atleast I'm still alive.