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Tabula Rasa
How do I take back that which changed everything?
Once one extends an invitation, thought of as a gift, something that can be refused without penalty - how do I take it back?
Why can't people even read their own blogs? Just prior to my invitation, life was bliss. I was a goddess.
Now - the voice is silent on the writing, and in the world - I am less than nothing.
I tried to rescind my invitation, to restore what was.
But once I put that energy into the universe, there was nothing I could do to take it back.
And now, it has become resentment, selfishness, and abandonment.
Why am I the only one that sees?
Once one extends an invitation, thought of as a gift, something that can be refused without penalty - how do I take it back?
Why can't people even read their own blogs? Just prior to my invitation, life was bliss. I was a goddess.
Now - the voice is silent on the writing, and in the world - I am less than nothing.
I tried to rescind my invitation, to restore what was.
But once I put that energy into the universe, there was nothing I could do to take it back.
And now, it has become resentment, selfishness, and abandonment.
Why am I the only one that sees?
Published 20th Oct 2013
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