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Dying to not be Shy
I’m not strong
I’m weak
I will break in the face of heartache
Crash and crumble
Spiraling down in a corner
Like a child
Letting my tears spill
Heart pounding- Uncontrollable
My voice choking; coughing, screaming
Dry and cracked from my hearts pain
Shaking body; tired and worn
Desire for damage
Rain, wind, fire and hail
The storm inside to be let out
Causing the destruction of my pain
Longing for death
End this suffering
Because I am not strong
Do not know how to be
Trying again and again
Only to be beaten down
Over and over
My cracked heart waiting to be shattered
From a few spoken words
Subtly snide
By strangers
and those who are supposed to care
I’m weak
I will break in the face of heartache
Crash and crumble
Spiraling down in a corner
Like a child
Letting my tears spill
Heart pounding- Uncontrollable
My voice choking; coughing, screaming
Dry and cracked from my hearts pain
Shaking body; tired and worn
Desire for damage
Rain, wind, fire and hail
The storm inside to be let out
Causing the destruction of my pain
Longing for death
End this suffering
Because I am not strong
Do not know how to be
Trying again and again
Only to be beaten down
Over and over
My cracked heart waiting to be shattered
From a few spoken words
Subtly snide
By strangers
and those who are supposed to care
Published 19th Oct 2013
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19th Oct 2013 9:10pm
It's hard ,wtf...why does it have to be so hard sometimes.Feel your words my friend...strong words :)(peace)
19th Oct 2013 9:37pm
19th Oct 2013 10:07pm
20th Oct 2013 7:03pm
Definitely not the only one. Its easy to express your feelings behind writing...not so much aloud.
20th Oct 2013 11:14pm
24th Oct 2013 4:16am
its like you put insecurity through a mic
for there to be so much in this piece being directed toward inter silences you sure made it bold, strong and confident with your words...
for there to be so much in this piece being directed toward inter silences you sure made it bold, strong and confident with your words...
24th Oct 2013 12:58pm
Thank you. I am definitely much more confident with written words than anything else. I'm glad I could portray that while still expressing my weakness.