all in

possibilities swarming
spilling out of me
the choice to choose
to live without you
have you even tried to understand
my voice is telling you
to move on before
I fall
all in

is it right or is it wrong
to sing pathetic songs
for you
to keep me strong
and keep from loving you
but its harder than I thought
to restrict my heart
from beating ten times faster

here in your arms
I've never felt more threatened
the very thought of losing control
of my body
the only thing I have to myself
and giving it to you
it terrifies me that I want to
I want to give it all to you
but im frozen in my tracks
petrified to the bone.

so what if I go
all in
what if I let you in
and I go all out
to show you how I feel
what will insure my hearts safety
what makes you sure I will live
and survive the jump
to the other side
what will keep my from dying
within?