Lost Dream Come True Failed Fantasy

For years I've waited
I thought I was patient

The wait I thought was over, pain that was endless finally ended
I had burnt my black book of former lusts
Buried lovers in the cemetery of failed dreams

All because I Believed in a dream come true, or so I deducted
Heard fairy tales only end when we stop believing
I Believed but it feels like its ending

That pain is returning
Doubt by doubt
Insecurity by insecurity
And they aren't even mine
But because my heart is yours I still try to carry your heart's burdens on my back

All your love for me is whispered out loud but Im too def to hear it
If wat u say is true, then why haven't I heard it

Figured you can't listen to failed dreams
All I can hear are the attempted fantasies...