Crying over you

I sit here in a dark corner trying to prevent myself from crying, thinking about all of our memories together,and how all of the little things that you have done for me seemed like nothing, but now without you in my life anymore they seem to mean everything because they are all that i have left of you, i wish i could have seen you one last time while you were still alive so i could thank you for everything that you have done for me, and to tell you how much you really mean to me,but i was to stubborn so now im here mourning over your death, feeling terrible about all of the things i didnt do for you,im sorrry i love you, good-bye, you will be missed alot here, i hope wherever you are you are happy