Being Alone

I live in fear
cry in tears
I wish I was free
but I don't want to see

The life I left behind
When I look ahead
I wish I was dead
I wish all these thoughts

Were not in my head
Because I am always caught
In these webs
That I have spread
Don't have nothing else to say

I just want to go away
Live in my hole
Not with my soul
Living with the pain

Is just to insane
I cannot maintain
This punishment
I have done to myself

I just want to let up
And let it all go
Cannot believe
I am sinking this low

But I just want to leave
With my lord
Because I do not like to be alone