im haunted

The water beats down upon my face melding with my tears
The steam making my world foggy and unclear
i still feel his harsh kiss on my lips
The only thing i can feel anymore
Im so numb cold and hardened to the outside world
but the tears just keep falling in a never ending waterfall
I still feel his cold hands on my hips
I dont want to see the bruises upon my arms
Still feel his warm breath upon my neck
Still feel so invaded upon
Guted open like a hunted animal
Tears are gone nothing left inside me the shower runs cold
im no longer a girl
sweet and innocent and young
but now a woman with the truth that people can hurt with no thought at all