Goodbye to no one

I'm broken. I have no one.
I will.. never have anyone.
she used me for her own pleasures.
she lead me on to think that we...
had a chance. but...
we didn't.

My heart is broken...
Forever broken.
I was so in love with her.
she told me he loved me more...
Than anything...

They were all lies.
Everything she said to me.
Lies...
And more lies...
Lies...

she was everything I had...
she knew I had no one else...
but her.
I needed her...
but all she did was tear me to pieces.

she made me promises.
she told me she cared.
she promised she would never leave my side.
But she did.
she doesn't care anymore.

she made me realize something...
I am not needed.
I'm not loved.
I'm only to be disposed of.
I have no one.

she told me to forget about her
To let him go.
But how can I?
After all the promises she made me.
I'm so...broken.

she must hate me.
Look at me.
I'm a mess.
I'm so unstable.
I wouldn't blame her if she hated me.

I wouldn't even blame her if she...
didn't care that I'm about to die.
That's right.
she doesn't care.
she never will.

And for that I...
have died inside.
I'd like to say goodbye.
But to who?
No one.