Alive still..dead by midnight

(...)was broken      
yet strong like bitter ropes      
in summer's aching heat      
white in bleached gray      
grew up to extinguish      
mother's agony      
bitten by father's      
suffocating drug ways      
always awake in night      
lucid dream by flaming oceans      
all i did was to stalked you(...),    
to see you(...) strip god in wax storms.