Anymore?

I’m wide open
guards are down,
want a cheap shot?
Take it now.
Want to help stack,
pile on more shit?
Please, lets test her
see if she’s nimble an fit.
Green’s everywhere,
but where I need it.
Stress in a cage,
everyone else flaunts that they freed it.
The sky is burning down my cheeks
too many too long hours –
the paycheck never keeps.

Its all slipping
through my fingers
the things I dreamed, hopes I had
memories are all that lingers.