Off I Go

My nerves are shot
I smell so good
my hair looks perfect
I look like I should.
Don't want to do this
I don't know what to say...
Should I call it off with him
I'll be seeing him today.
I have a feeling when I see him
and that look on his face...
I'll just give him a hug and melt
and fight the feeling a couple more days.
I really care for him
this time I want to listen to the others.
My friends here and my heart tells me
I might be giving up forever.
I want to be with him
but my mind says something different.
I'm sick of being hurt inside...
I don't know if I can..
So, now I'm walking out the door
no more advice...
Wish me luck, I know I'll need it
and I don't know my choice (yet).

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Thank you all my DU friends for your support :)