i hate the person i love

you slut
youre a fuking whore
you fuck any thing that walks
and you always want more

if you dont get what you want
you sook and scream suicide
fuck you bitch you know
that's not just a excuse in witch you can hide.

dont crawl to me
begging for my love
i offered you that and more many times
but all you wanted was a fuck to satisfy

i say no more
youre gone, dead, out of my life.
but i still see you in my dreams
in youre hand my heart in my heart youre knife

im trying to live
with out youre face
i feel better for it
though slightly out of place

i miss you so much
of that i can be true
but youre no good for me
why cant i hate you

i wish it wasnt true
that you just dont care
about any thing becides youreself
theres nothing i can do..is there??

i sorry to the people
that think i should harden up
you can only be tough for so long
and thats when the cracks finally show up