"Release me"

who's my savior to be, my eyes hurt in my head  
building ruin, decay .. all my time soon away  
it slides over me, wrapping it's thick black around  
smothering, strangling, choking .. I can't breathe, rip this crushing weight off of me  
coming in, a plague that consumes, rotting my core
 slag, drag my tomb no more  
sucking my spirit, my soul close to nothing, submit and die
 a slow nasty, vehemently vile  
guilty defiling cast fear, wilt awhile past tears
 deserving this, come and save me savior, denial of wish  
silent screams, break this hell, unrelenting pain  
 dull, not sharp, dreams gone, nightmares wrong  
my head explodes, paranoia knows, images profane are
movies not of mine, I'm the falling star  
antihero knows when, rescues rare, here we go sin
 I would love to share, who cares, I'm Nero chosen  
make it hurt, make it hurt more, feeling nothing
release me from my cage .. rage, rage ..death's stage grows  
lost and known, masked my pain, past insane
 already flown, joy is feigned, preordained  
my sins never condoned, warped and maimed
crippled cure, damaged more, woe grips my soul
  
memories moaned, forsaken shame, my broken bones crumble
 take me now, I'm insane .. spoken alone .. I stumble  
matters none, I'm just visiting, so says my muse
within backwards shunned, riveting, rake and take this from  
dreaming loud, my soul stained, silent violence found
 under my bed, sounds of thunder .. in my head, profound wonder .. I'm already dead .. ..