cold

All I've ever learned
In my life
Is coldness
I know the feeling,
Love it, crave it
Let it take me over
Because when my heart is locked in ice
I don't have to be hurt anymore.
I won't feel others words, hugs or kisses
I can just live like the hollow person that I am
Maybe one someone will thaw me out
I doubt it
But untill then
I think I'll just stay here
In my icy wonderland