You turn me into a wreck

Sometimes I feel the need to just disappear for a little while so i can try to regain the last bit of sanity that i have, you continuosly ask me what it is that i am running from,but i cant tell you because it would hurt you to much, because the truth is i am running from you, just knowing we cant be because you no longer love me makes me a wreck, and you never know what to expect, i would rather you not see me like that