Don't Cry

There was a time
with this one guy...
he was so fine,
made me wanna fly.
We liked each other
and thanks to a friend,
we got together
and have been since then.
During school
it was great.
It wasn't cool
but they still hate
our times of laughter
and constant smiles.
It's what they're after
but couldn't reach for miles.
Then summer came,
it was no longer cool,
I haven't really seen him
since school.
I miss him so much
and get so mad.
My mom said to leave him
and I was ready for just that.
Then I saw him today
getting my schedule together.
He just said, "Hey"
like he would any other.
I was ready to say it's over
when he started walking over...
butterflies in my stomach,
heart skips a beat,
being in love
oh, what a treat.
Wanted to be cool
just walk away
but I admit
I still smiled
I don't really think I can say
that I don't want to stay.
I love him
I do
the question is...
does he really love me too???
If not, there's one thing to go by:
smile, walk away
don't cry, don't cry
no matter what he may say
don't cry, don't cry.
I'll try not too
though I don't know what will happen on the 1st day of school.
If I'll cry, run into his arms
or ignore him, pretend there's no harm.
No matter what
he may say
there's just one thing
left to say:
bite your lip,
pinch your side,
but don't you dare
let him see you cry....

(Summer 2013)