When I can't see you any longer

She spoke with me from below the sky, , She knew that she could and I couldn't fly.Stumps of coral scars crimson stained
grainy pock marks adorn our souls, So I ask her now, Can angels that were demons have their solace once again, An animalistic creature who delved into the pitch to carve out our hearts in order to feel love, No redemption for my soul, But how far would I go...? In your world I'm lost and blind,
Incense of the darkness ; All I can find
Chaos reigns freely and takes control
The angels and demons are within my mind. A twitch and a jerk and this feeling will dieBlood will shed. When I stab my dagger in the back of the soul
Nights are of the wounds I rent. Words now, on a page, but turn out the light, turn out the lights and........ read again. I could do it, I have the chance.
Yet, I wait for me to come to your side.
I am sinking with the ocean's roar.
I look at you, it's a distant shore.
I want you coming back to me and my dark drowned love. I watch the waves roll  you're  floating slightly above. The lights go bright and and shine on you, I look again and you're out of sight. I have to find a place, where I can refind,
the place we had no agony no despair.
But this is life, Do you expect it to be fair?