What beautiful memories

I was thinking
well more like obsessing over you
my mind corrupted with thoughts of your nakedness
your sweet tender frame swaying side to side
holding the bar firmly as you dance for me

I remember the first time I laid eyes on you
it was, I think in the cafeteria
you had that draw, that walk, that magnetic charisma
maybe because you were new, or because you looked so naïve
Every man in the room wanted you

I was thinking
how your spoon slid across your lips
the way your tongue caressed each finger as you licked them clean
and how those pants hugged your ass
when you bent over to pick up that napkin from the floor
Holy shit I wanted to fuck you like an animal right then and there

I was thinking
about you moving in with me
at night we would have long talks
every morning we could walk through the yard
go sit on that concrete bench by the fence
watch everyone on my block walk by
Oh how envious they would be

I was thinking
I've only been here for 3 days on a 5 day stretch for this minor possession charge
and I’m not even fucking gay!