beAutIfUL ViCtIm

Im left suffocating in your eyes. 
My mind fixated on you. Only you. 
So hard to tell your truth from your lies.  
You see this piece left in despair and hear its cries.  

Im waiting for your outreached hand.  
It only pushes mine away.  
While baptizing my shirt in my tears.
You dont notice, as my heart starts to decay. 

Theres not enough oxygen in the air.
And soon not enough blood in my veins.  
You look at this insignificant girl.  
You cant even imagine her pain.  

You've left scars on my skin.
Deep wounds forever in my heart. 
I never imagined it would come to this.  
But I now see it was doomed from the start.  

The only comfort is the color of my blood.  
Such a sweet and everlasting release.
Your eyes await so greedily.
As numbness in my heart starts to increase. 

You've stolen everything I've ever known, so precious to my life.
You've taken  everything that made me, and all with just a knife. 

Im forever suffocating in your eyes. 
Your beautiful victim for eternity.  
Leaving just the way I came. Alone. 
 Burdended with your crudity.