Feeling trapped

You say, you know everything about me
Then why can't you see I'm unhappy
Or do you know but the blindness you hold
continues to cover your eyes to fact that we're fading
Endless arguments but no one wants to admit the relationships changing..
Togther 24/7 but still strangers in flesh
Taught to love thru sickness and health
But what if this love is the reason my health is declining
I can't tell who or what I am anymore.
What my purpose is with you need I say more.
You extend yourself to me,I pull back not because I slipped
but because I made the brigde collapse.
Its a eerry kinda feeling when the one person who touched you for years
now seems beyond creepy.
Tho you love him but you can't shake the feelings of wanting to cry
every moan he makes you let out a sigh
every kiss you wanna hide face
can't look in his eyes cus you can't see the friend you onced loved
embraced by hugs but still u wanna give up.
Fighting a love who's got me trapped in its hell