Sigh

He leaves me broken
while searching for the one thing to repair me..
Or is it us.
But in reality there's no more...
consumation of imperfect love.
We look at each other but there's a known distance
Fighting my way back to love
Something that I need to le go
but its the only thing I know anymore.
Two ppl go to bed ..but it still feels empty
loss for words and emotion he can't feel me.
Undried tears soak the seams to my soul up
lump in my throat I'm feeling choked up.
No one knows how to let go
but our rope is so thin
We can't find our love
we can't even find our way to being friends
Stuck in a haze for 6 yrs
the feeling of being alone mourning a loss
I don't even have friends
I feel dead too a relationship that should be null and void
He continues to make me believe he's the better choice