Thought I ment more mom

i love how soothing writing is to me
i can just sit, type and it sets me free
i guess its one of the reasons I've never turned to drugs
and another why i don't need to be healed with hugs
its amazing how i can self sooth by writing
and once i begin it all comes out i cant stop typing
i know what I'm reading is true because there my own thoughts
and if i shed a tear i write alone, so i wont get caught
I've been my mother's rock since the day i was born
put my childhood on pause because her heart was torn
she stayed with my father because she was stuck
and i was her partner i couldn't leave it sucked
when i was old enough to say enough was enough
i kicked him out myself paused my life again, shit got rough
i was pregnant but i still held my mother down
picked up two jobs and never did i frown
she was happy because i set her free
i didn't care that i still had no degree
no time to get my life in line
but my mom was happy and started looking like a dime
went out on dates and not much time went by
she fell in-love and married the "perfect" guy
if i knew she'd say the words she said to me tonight
i probably would have left her with my father because he was rite
shes two faced a liar and only loves herself
now she has what she needs wealth and good health
she told me i never helped her and she doesn't owe me shit
and that she got here on her own damn she must have been lit
fuck it idc now i know what i am to her
shit i guess her whole life went into a blur
now i promise once im out im never looking back
and when he cheats on your ass whos guna have your back!