just take it and go

In my head I hide
In my mind I scream
Inside my body
My feelings have turned to ice
You have seen to that

You have made it your goal
To quash the little
Bit of self esteem
I was able to muster
I thought I had things
Well in hand

But I see you made sure
I was  wrong
Again
I lay at your feet
And bleed
And you
Are just of the mind
To
Tell me To kindly
Not make a mess

I'm too tired To care
Anymore
Take my pride
Take my mind
Just leave me alone
And let me go
You only want me
When you can hurt me
Well I'm too numb to feel
so where's the fun
For you?