Yeah, Yep And Of Course

Floating sideways down the river shit
the drama of it all is a tiny bit perplexing,
why is it always me?
I'm waiting for a boulder to fall out of sky
crush me already,please?

I can't breathe without bullshit creeping in,
usually from behind, wearing nothing but a grin,
I keep thinking my karmic dues are getting paid
apparently my checks are no good where Karma resides
they want cash, just like everyone else

Some days, most days I want to just lose it
I don't, I want to, I just don't, but maybe, I will.
hopefully shot me in the face, so I hold only contempt
for everything, beauty has no place in this repulsive world
but whatever, right?  

moving past this just to be screwed by that
over and over the repetition is sickening
B-Negative, more then just a blood type, its a way of life
thinking about a murder/suicide
driving 120 into a brick wall with my cats
MEOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWW SKID BANG!!!!!!