The life that never wouldd

Misunderstood,
The baby that never would
The life that never stood,
No chance for breath,
Destined for death,
These are the thoughts that sit up in my head,
No choice of his own,
Methotrexate to stop his growth,
No thoughts entered his dome,
No more worries for her,
these thoughts never occur,
Until at night - when she lays with no light,
And fights the thoughts off on how she took a life,
Murder of the first degree-subliminally,
Now her actions attack her emotionally,
For him its no big deal,
It wasn't something he'd feel,
As long as its over and it would never be real,
A part of his life that he could quickly heal,
He betters his life and not once cried,
And when he said he loved her he knows he lied.