Restarting

See I Been Gone For A Little...

While My Mind Was Debating I Was In The Middle...

Whether I Should Retire Or Continue To Write..

So I Went Through The Motions To See What Was Right..

And With No Success In Sight...

I Decided To Lay The Pen Down...

Let My Words Shatter Against The Ground...

Let The Thought Of Writing A Poem Linger Around...

It’s Just At That Point In Time My Heart Was Beating A Different
Sound..

People Asked Me If I Was Crazy..

Or Did I Become Lazy..

Because I Woke Up Breathing Poetry..

People Said Me Giving Up Is Not How It Suppose To Be....

They Told Me I’ll Get Back Into Poetry I Responded Hopefully..

So Here I Am Once Again With My Fingers Gripping This Pen Touching These Keys..

Speaking To God And Asking Please...

Let My Heart Once Again Desire These Rhymes...

That I Once Spoke To Fill These People’s Minds...

That I Once Use To Get A Fix From Writing Lines..

I'm Not Talking About A Hot 16...

I'm Talking About Lines That I Use To Write To Tell People My Dream..

Or Writing Lines To Explain In My Life What I Seen...

I'm Not Here For Win Or The Fame...

I'm Here To Just Try And Get Back Into The Game..

Actually Give Meaning Back To My Name...

So View This Or Comment But Its Not What I'm Looking For...

I'm Just Looking For My Heart To Once Again Open The Door..

Looking For My Fingers To Once Again Grip A Pen..

Looking For My Mind To Regain The Passion For Poetry Once Again..

But Who Knows What Will Actually Happen…

Will I Once Again Be Able To Write Poetry To Fill Both Sides Of A Napkin..

Who Knows Only Time Can Tell..

But I Don’t Have Time To Sit And Dwell…

To See What Actually Takes Place…

I Have To Write Poetry To Keep Pace…

And Stay Relevant …

While I Try And Stay Evident..