I remember…

I don't think my parents realize how much I remeber.    
 
I remember being chocked that I blacked out.    
I remember the fights.  
I remember the nights when mom would go in the woulds with a shot gun.  
I remember her telling dad to shot her.  
I remember her braking glass and cutting her leg infront of me.    
I remember dad throwing things and them braking.  
I remember see the dead body of my neighbor's wife as he burns her and the matres infront of thier kids.    
I remeber playing with two girls my only friends.    
I remeber them moving away.    
 I remember always finding my pets dead two face half decayed under the shed.    
  I remember Sheba frozon to death in the snow  
   I remember My bunny eaten alive its intrails gone but it breathing and looking at him.  
I remember cring alot.  
I remember being alown in the world.    
I remeber a cold winters day being left alown out side for hours cause no one was home.    
I remember a voice waking me up telling me to jump.  
I remember trying to kill myself in the fithgrade then trying again  in sixth.  
I remember leave cring infront of anyone.
I remember being molested, being black mailed.
I remember almost being raped