Mr. perfect

I have a good job
I have a nice car
I live in a cozy home
I have a beautiful wife
I have three exceptional children
I go to church every Sunday
I lead the worship team
People are inspired by me
I look good in a suit
I am very attractive
I am a hard worker
I am a great public speaker
I am a nice guy
People envy my success
I have passed every drug test
My coworkers and boss love me
My wife is everything a man can ask for
We make more than all the other families
in the neighborhood
I always have a smile on my face

I take pills and shoot up cocaine
My wife's parents hate me
I sell molly and uppers to pay off my debt
I like to cut myself and jack off,
while I listen to Marilyn Manson
I don't believe in God
I've cheated on every drug test
I fuck a lot of sluts without protection
I get a sick pleasure out of making
love to my wife right after
I've gotten my dick wet
I counterfeit checks
I call my wife nasty names and force myself
on her
I sleep with my boss
My kids are afraid of me
I have a drinking problem
I lie about what I spent my money on

All these things I try to hide, so the people around me can't see that I'm dying inside...