Lost Inside Myself

Hours pass by me,
Or has it been days,
It's hard to tell,
When you're stuck in
a dead place.

Everything around me,
Looks as if I'm seeing
it on the inside,
This misery is killing
me,
And I have no strength
to fight.

This constant battle,
Of control over me,
A war I know I'm losing,
And from I'll never be
free.

I look at myself in
the mirror,
To see I'm just a shell,
Of the girl I used to be,
I'm forever stuck in my
own hell.

I want out of misery,
But I know I am not well,
I can't save me from me,
So I'll remain lost inside
myself.