3 AM thoughts..

Despite the light,
yet again awakened by darkness,
it wraps around me so beautifully and perfect,
I want to give in,
serenades of a beautiful melody surround and corrupt my thoughts,
staring at the moon as I always do at this time,
tears fall, more sin regretted,
in need of someones grasp,
your grasp,
your love,
it's nights like these I wish never ended,
for my obsession with inner pain overcomes my reality,
the less blood drawn, the more tears shed,
wishing to be one with the constellations,
in need of my love, distance being the barrier,
confusion tortures me,
causing me not wanting to wake up, ever,
night, sweet night, please stay,
oh what i would give to have eternal night,
so quiet, like the snow,
melancholy and cold, frozen tears that never vanish,
three in the morning, my favorite time.