I Still Love You

About two years and i'm still stuck. .
Tried every possible thing one could advice or do to move on. .
Nothing seems to work. . Shed tears every single day
and you don't even have the barest hint about it. . Hurts bad. . Real bad. . I keep pushing people away from me even though i know they care for me. . You cheated. . I forgave. . You cheated again. .
And here i am still saying damn man. .

I Still Love You. . :(


I do not wish to be back with you. .
All i wish is that someday you realize
that my love was unconditional. .
I loved you with all my heart. .
Even though you kept breaking my heart into countless pieces. .

And here I'm Still In Love With You. . :(


Probably you'll never know how bad did it all affect me. .
I feel like a caged bird. . Everytime i try to escape, i lose a little life. .
And you simply said that,
"i know no girl can ever love me more than you,
but i just don't feel the same about you anymore. ."
Does that really affect my feelings. . ?
Nope. .

I Still Love You. . :(


I know i don't deserve all these tears and the heartache. .
I deserve candies and chocolates and flowers. .
I deserve to hold someone's hand and walk in rain. .
I deserve to be loved. .
But i intentionally push people away who love me,

because I Still Love You. . :(


People i trusted with life, created differences between us. .
Manipulated you. .
You trusted people more than me. .
Was our relationship that weak
or you were so childish that couldn't see through it all
or was it all you wanted and somehow you got an excuse. .??
I keep wondering. .
But i try my best not to blame you for whatever went wrong between us. .
And i won't ever even blame you. .
You know why. . ?

Because no matter what, I Still Love You. . :(


P.S.- I know i'm a crazy girl, but trust me
i'm trying my best to stay strong. .
No matter what i'll never let you know that

I Still Love You. . ♥♥


-Vijeta <3<3