Umbrella Pain

I'll never let you see
the way my broken heart
is hurting me
I have my foolish pride
and know all to well how
to hide away my sorrows
and pain, I do my crying
alone in the rain
sitting under my umbrella
I wish I could give you
my pain for just one fleeting moment
not to hurt you but,
 to make you comprehend
how much you hurt me
you promised to catch me
if ever I fell ,alas you did not
the fall shattered my heart
and it lies in pieces beneath
my tree of life and upon
silent wings of night I cry
maybe one day they will
be swept up and put in a jar
and kept on a shelf waiting for repair
but for now leave me alone in my despair