tough love

All the times you said you would stay..
I felt you slipping away..
In face and behind my back you cheated..
Where did love go how could you create such drainage..

My mind has been lost after all that every girl rejected me..
I'm nothing but a freak in their eyes I'm nothing but a creep..
Deep inside i feel this rage..
If i let it out i would be insane..

Stabbed me in the back left me to bleed..
Left me with only this words to say "how could you do this to me"..

My love felt real but i failed to see your side..
I walked miles to get you away from that guy..
You made me believe..
You made me bleed..
Now i make you wonder why your life never changed..
I sit back over you now but deep down inside i know i won't let you sink..
Cause it takes a man to move on but a grown man to forgive..

I won't take you back for the damage is delt..
But i will leave you with this words to figure out yourself..
And my scars will heal in time but for now i sit and i cry..
But when i move on don't miss me do to loneliness..
You'll miss me do to generosity and kindness..