feeling so down... killed... or self homicide!?

I swallow my sorrows... Drink my pain... And bite my lip for a better tomorrow.... Living life in the black... And dreaming for a reason.... What ease is there to say... In the pass I spoke of life as shit... Im not saying it's good... Bad or worth your time... Life can bring people to there knees... It can brake the strongest and slaughter the innocent... But still... All this gives me anger... Don't you think ?... And I refuse to die.... Not yet... If you have time to see whats wrong.... WHY DON'T YOU FIX IT... Every day we all must step in line... Why so we can live as peasants?... If you feel pain... And you feel lifeless during the day... Then fight... Show the people who condensed... True feelings of hate... People don't back down... Stand up... STAND UP!!!... Yes there was a time I felt low... I felt life had no meaning.... So why go on.... But now... I see.. And feel the anger building up... And all I have to say... Al make the world pay... Al show true pain to the people who shot me down... I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS!!!! and never should YOU!!