one small favour

I have faild to sleep yet again,
I just cant bring myself to forget,
forget what iv done..
im a horrible child.

I have failed to sleep yet again,
I just cant bring myself to forget,
forget what iv done.
believe me when I say..
I did not intend for this,
I did not intend on all this madness,
no

I have failed,
yet again

everything I do is motionless
my family,
my friends,
my life..
it seems iv failed all

I just can not bring myself to forgive,
or forget what happened

all my childish acts..
I thought I had reasons to be this way..
I failed to sleep,
yet again,
I find my mind reeling,
searching for those reasons..
I just cant bring myself to forget

my childish, foolish acts of rage,
they were meaningless,
I am meaningless!

lord,
I have failed you,
I have proved a waste of life,
one small favour I ask of you..
forgiveness,
for I did not intend on all this madness,
the terrible, meaningless acts of rage

I just cant bring myself..
to..
FORGET