4/2003

 
I saw all your bruises our final days;
when I asked what happened, I remember you turned away.
ashamed and scared, but you just knew I cared.
You broke down in tears;&I told you I was there.
 
I remember your words '' please don't tell my secret'' & that's when I promised that I would always keep it.
 
He fuckin'murdered you, in cold blood&no one gave a fuck. you left us behind&sad, while some were heartbroken&mad...
 
I was alone&scared but who there to care???
I had her back&she had mine, so why did you take her?
why did she have to die?
 
They say there is a God, we all agree&nod. but does that mean he's by our side if everyday some of us fight to survive??
 
He created us from the dirt.. then why'd he give us feelings if all that we feel is hurt?
 
but this isn't about him its about you;family, whose love I know was true. but now that your gone.. we must let go & move on.
Damn, already 9 years ago, guess that gives us time to forget & grow.
But how am I supposed to more forward if all I know is back? & the thing to replace you is the familiar white sack??
we all have our flaws but shouldn't be the cause, of someone losing their life. their hopes & dreams are completely out of sight I just wanted you to know, that I still care.. and wont EVER let you go♥