Metaphysical  Madness...

I...
wanna swim
In my sea of Endorphins

I wanna see if I
can make my tears orphans
giving them no place
To roam...
giving them
No place to call there own

cause tears...
are exactly what
no one has time for

So many others tears
need attention
that mine...get ignored

So...
Why shed them
If only to bring moisture
to a dry soul...
full of heat
Like
Hot coals...
burning..
causing...my good sense
to evaporate...
Leaving me...
Eyes...wide....
As they Dilate
Open to the Darkness
thoughts become
emaciated
and I am drawn...
to the place of old
where dreams are pawned
for fools gold...
Trying to close the portal
to my soul

Because as I try to draw
The Darkness out of me
I become
A Black Hole...
How to handle this
Isn't written in any scroll

Maybe...
Things would be better
If I would just
Explode....
Self Fulfilling Prophecy

Here ...
Now to unfold...

As I disperse my energy
Into the Void again...
I cling only to the thoughts
That soon...
This madness
Will End