Abnormality

There are days when I only dream of bringing endless joy to the masses,and there are days when my heart only wishes to see the world burn.

Is this normal?

My friends...I've known them for so long,yet their kindest smile and sweetest gestures never truly touches the darkest reaches of my sealed heart.

Is this normal?

My family was ounce my most precious treasure,but now the broken seams of lies,ignorance,and intolerance has revealed truths to me.

Is this normal?

My country...My love and my dream;My hate and my nightmare.

Is this...normal?

No.

It isn't what the people all think that being normal is,but it is what I am.
Abnormal to the very core;and you know what?

It's okay.