My thoughts keeping me awake(Is This)

Feeling confused and conflicted,
My mind has become afflicted.

Is this-Is this-Is this,reality
Is-this-Is this-Is this,fantasy
Is-this-Is this-Is this,destiny
Is-this-Is this-Is this,fatality


I find it hard to remember where I came from and where I'm going,
So hard to keep it real when you're living in a world that's so fake,
I try to forgive and forget,but the night still whispers,
Is this insomnia or are my thoughts keeping me awake.

I can't help but think that you give me so much praise,
because I can make you lord of many vast lands.
You all look at me with such joy and bliss,
but my insides are a twisted abyss.
The bastard child of a wayward maiden,and a chained lord.
The seeds of hatred planted horns deep,
from a past of torment that warps me.

It keeps me awake from dusk to dawn,
a tickle in the back of my mind.


Is this-Is this-Is this,reality
Is-this-Is this-Is this,fantasy
Is-this-Is this-Is this,destiny
Is-this-Is this-Is this,fatality