All Alone

She had sat in the middle of everyone and yelled and yelled.
Trying to tell them all how she felt.
Trying to tell them that she wouldn't be there much longer.
Disgusted because she used to be so much stronger.

Nobody ever listened.
They never payed her any attention.
She distanced away from them all.
Didn't even want to give them a call.

She thought she could handle it all on her own.
Spinning, lost in her own twilight zone.
Seeing thins she never wanted to see.
Being something she never wanted to be.

Trying to push away all the demons.
Trying to fix her life but, not finding any meanings.
She thought she had a reason to stick around.
But, he left without a single sound.

Laughed and watched her walk away.
She didn't want to fight. Good thing though. She didn't know what to say.
She had plenty of friends but, they were all deceiving.
So, she stuck to leaving.

Where was her life going?
When her feelings weren't something she was showing.
She held it all in.
Just wanting a true friend.

They all secretly hated her and didn't want her here.
To them, she was nothing but weird.
She didn't know how to express herself.
Escaping to those books she had on her shelf.

She didn't want a life full of money.
That would be nothing but lonely.
What was the only thing she could do?
Even the brightest days seemed like a dark blue.

She rapidly took that knife.
Slowly ending her life.
There was no one to say goodbye to.
Hopefully, the gates of heaven are something she would get through.