I Don't Believe

i don't believe in love anymore
for how can such a thing exist if it can fade away and be as if it were no more?
i've fallen in, i've fallen out
this whole love thing has me wanting to scream, kick and shout
i try so hard to open up
but always ending up like a clam instead of a love sick pup
i want to believe that there is such a thing as love
but it appears that love isn't for me, at least according to the stars above
it's so complex
and a lot of it is about sex
and what do i know about sex? i'm about as experienced as a masturbating T-Rex
i think i've missed something to this whole love thing
something important i'm sure, what is love? is love forever? or just a simple fling?
my heart feels lonely but i won't admit it out loud
i'm curious of what its like to forever be on that number 9 cloud
what's it like to have someone who doesn't bore you?
or someone who lives too far away to be able to hug, kiss or hold you too?
what is it like to fall asleep in the arms of someone you love?
i'm praying for the day i find out as i wish upon a falling star above