The Misery Of Me

No one ever understood her
They all thought she was fine
But they were blind
Because deep within her mind she was hurt..
She was always hurting
She always said she never knew why
What a lie
She knew exactly, but never defined
Some could say she was just tired of life
Tired of her family..No thats another lie
She loves her mom?
I dont know..
She loves her dad?
I think so
Her brothers and sisters to young to know
She believes that their just innocent souls
So she loves them the most
She will always love her brothers and sisters
Although they weren't always too close
But they've been through a lot together
I hope their lives get better
I'll miss being around and being funny like a clown
But I wont miss the sound of the arguing in the house
And I wont miss that woman who always put me down
The one who i hope whose heart will be found
One day.. maybe to late when she cant even make a sound
Knowing her she'll hold that grudge until she's 6 ft below the ground
Am i being too mean?
You'd probably agree
If you've lived and been through the misery of me
Indeed I'm sad its like my mother has died
She's dead to me...
SHE'S DEAD TO ME!
Believe it .
A mother should be you everything?
But mine no she was cold and mean, judgmental, hypocritical was all I've seen
Now she's nobody because I'm done of being broken down by her
Rest In Peace to the relationship of Mother and Daughter...


[/font]