Why I'm  so angry

It ain't that I'm bitter
It ain't that I really miss you

It just pisses me off
That
I let you in

Ignoring my damn
INTUITION

You knew I wasn't that interested
But you kept
Filling my head
With bullshit ass
Sweet Nothing's

And brainwashing me
That If I don't allow you
In
I will be lonely
For the rest of my life
And suddenly I started believing
Those lies
Of you trying to mold my life

Why I'm so mad ?
Because I allowed you to brainwash me
Before you came
I was happy sleeping
ALONE

Thats why in the hell
I'm so freaking angry
Because for you
I forgot about me
I let you in
Let myself out
Like I had not my own pair
Of eyes
And my own
Spirit Guide  

What we had was just a waste of time
That's why I'm so damn angry