Your Memory Lives

Why does it have to hurt?
I just wanted to be your first.
People won't stop saying your name.
Treating our love like nothing but a game.

Why does everything have to have an ending?
I hope this broken heart starts mending.
I'm tired of defending.
All this nonstop pretending.

When I think about you, I can't stop smiling.
But, I'm still slowly dying.
I still want you here.
So you can take away all my fear.

Nobody amounts to you.
I don't know what to do.
Please, don't love anyone else.
I still want you all to myself.

I know I was the one that said goodbye.
That doesn't mean we can't give it one more try.
I keep making mistakes.
Thinking that everyone are fakes.

You don't want me anymore.
I'm as low down as the floor.
Nobody seems to agree.
When it comes to this, I'm nothing but a pansy.

I remember everything.
Used to think it all had a meaning.
You said that you loved me.
That love is something I don't see.

Don't you miss it?
Do you really care that we split?
Please don't be gone for good.
I'm like a hollow piece of wood.

I just want to feel your embrace.
To you, I'm not worth the chase.
Our love is an empty cup.
Time to give up.