Me Agianst The World

I have a mentality to think everyone is against me,
observant are the things that people think I don't see
short is my temper; fuse on empty I see all the bullshit people think I can not see
Was born into the reality of pain
felt so much pain
pain no longer feels the same
lied to by so many
that im no longer right in the brain
been played so much
was forced to think honesty was in a liar's game
bullshit makes me insane
I wish happiness was easy to obtain
annoyance and anger sticks like a stain
constantly on my last straw
anger is hard to restrain; so in the heat of the moment when the commotion sits heavily on your brain
remembering how my whole life
happiness couldn't it wouldn't sustain
observant as I saw it coming before it came
heart in flame like a wildfire you can not tame.
In the silence I hear people shit talking my name
all there doing is taking time to spread my fame
all that shit talk is ineffective and something I don't feel
because in my own fantasy everyone else is not real