Pleasure

I welcome death

it lingers around me

I wait for it to take me

while my soul is being rapped

by my own vice

why can't i stop this?

what is wrong with me?

I enjoy my own pain

it's the only thing that give's
my soul rest

i feel it's the only why out from
all this hate and disbelief

so don't judge me for what i do

it give's me pleasure and a temporary
release from the real world

so i'll do what i want

quit giving me hell because
of the way i am

you don't live my life and feel what i feel

so shut up you saddest fucks before
i'm the REAPER in your dreams