Torturing unfaithfulness

 Im tormented by these heart shredding thoughts of your unfaithfulness. The images these revolting thoughts conjure up haunt me. Endless encounters you've shared with others. Their body's laying on the sheets we lay under, their heads placed on the pillow in the spot where I lay next to you. Did you show them the same gentle touch, the same breathless kisses, give them the same passion you gave me. The thought of you indulging in another rip me apart like a hollow tip would tear through a chest. Every thought feels as if my heart is being ran over bursting into pieces only to mend and be ran over once more.