Waiting for, only you

Your identity is unknown but for your love I burn,
My heart beats for you, my soul for you yearns,
Even though I don’t know you or who you are,
Every night I stare at the sky and try to see your reflection in a star,
I could feel your shadow lurking around,
So I keep alert just starring at the ground,
Every where I go I keep my eyes open wide,
I’m afraid to blink incase you pass bye,
I can’t wait for the day when our gothic souls entwine into one,
I can’t wait to get back the days that were lost and gone,
But everyone tells me that you’re a false hope; that I’m blind and can’t see,
That there’s no such thing as true love; that I’m living a fantasy,
But they will never understand that if I give someone else my heart,
I won’t give them what they are searching for; I’ll scorn them apart,
They fall in love with only my shadow; an illusion is what they’ll see
The love wouldn’t be real without the other half of me,
A deception is what I’ll be to their eyes,
I’ll simply walk away without a goodbye,
So until I find you I will not give my heart away,
I will not forswear on you; I will not let anything get in the way,
What ever plan destiny has for me, I will never ever accept,
I’ll never redeem myself, I rather embrace death,
Even if it bounds me to darkness, alone and cold I’ll wait,
What ever it takes to get you, I’ll fight it to the end,
No matter how much it makes me fall or how much it tortures me,
I’ll endure it; I rather suffer and bleed,
I’ll stare it straight in the eyes with blood dripping from my face,
I’ll simply say “Do what ever you want to me; I’ll never ever go your way”
There nothing destiny can do to me to make me give up my pride,
I won’t let it impose a burden on me, a burden that will make me live alone inside,
You see I want to feel complete again, like I felt long time ago,
It was the only time in my life, when life I adore,
I’m tired of standing in the vicious wind starring at the dark sky,
I’m tired of “sighing” and my eyes are weary from the all tears I’ve cried,
I need my sun for the night; I need my moon for the day,
I need my soul to get lifted; I need my heart to beat again,
Myself, my soul and my heart are beclouded day and night,
In my darken life you’re the only one that gives my eyes the light,
Where are you my dark angel, oh angel of mine,
Come to me soon before I close my eyes and say…….. Goodbye,