That Guy I Never, Ever Let Myself Think Of

You're going to find yourself
In so many women
And with each you'll become
more guarded and cold
than the last
And I'll cry for you to someday
Wake up from
Your stupor of lonliness
And reliance on sex
and drugs you know are
going to fuck you over
In five years
Ten years
You're going to become so
Numb
Worse than you already are
Although you're seventeen
You're thirty and I know
I can't help you
But god I want to
I wish I could show you
You don't have to keep
Doing this to your body
and your mind
is so gone and blackened
I wish I could kiss your
Eyes and say it'll
be alright
But I can't
you'll have to make it
Yourself
You're just seventeen
But I know you can still see